Okay okay...

We are expecting baby #3. We will find out for sure how far along I am in 2 weeks. I am a hoping they say I am either having twins or am farther along then I think I am though cause I have already out grown my jeans. UGH!

Update.. that's all!

So its been awhile since I have updated my blog, but really not much has been going on. So here is the best I can do.

As for Myself: Um.. editing, taking pictures, editing some more..hmmmm.. that is extremely exciting!!!

Brian: Working at the Farmers office 7 days a week, 5 of those days twelve hours a day and Saturday and Sunday maybe 8 or 10 hours a day.

Jackson: Well, I have to say I am proud of my Jackson. He is coming into his own sense of style. Well, he always has been a cool cat, but he is really getting funky on me which I love! Soon we will get some pics of that certain style to show off to all. The weekend before last Jackson got this cool hat at target and sported it to school on Monday along with some new digs we got him over the weekend. Well, as handsome as he was I knew that the boys would give him a hard time only cause they are jealous they are not as cool or handsome and they did, but he didn't care, he knew he rocked and that was all I cared about. Then Friday was "FREAKY FRIDAY" at school of which he had a black fro with the pic sticking out of the back of his hair. Starsky and Hutch glasses and a beatles shirt. Once again he pulled it off and had fun! This is so much what I want for him, not to be at all concerned what others think and be his own self. Yay Jackson!!

Josey: Well Jo is Jo! She has fallen in love with fishing! I totally didn't see that coming. Her Papa has been taking her out about every weekend to fish. One day she is a girly girl prancing around in her favorite dresses and then next she is a filthy grub hanging out with the boys playing cars and fishin. What a well balanced child I have.

Oh! and I said a while back that I had a surprise to tell all.

It will have to wait till tomorrow, a whole other something to blog about. Yay!

Misunderstood

If our paths cross and I find in you a soft heart full of compassion and love whether it be that you wear your feelings on your sleeve or you hide it beneath a ruff exterior I find that I am drawn to you. If I see in you someone who cares more of others then themselves or less about material wealth and more about the wealth of happiness, I am drawn to you. I don't waste my time with those of selfish, materialistic ambitions for it is always unfulfilling.

If I find the opportunity to do something spontaneous for you, I will. If I am walking beside you and put my arm in your arm or if I welcome you with a hug, it is not because of any underlying intent of seduction, but because I just want to be close to you and take in everything about you.

Please don't taint my intimate, caring nature for some sexual desire because that is not the case. I just easily see the beauty in your soul and care deeply with all my heart. I will always be a good friend to someone who captures me with that kind of beauty, but nothing more.